I am avidly working to improve the quality of life for myself and my family. This blog will feature and give credit to the many teachers that are helping me do just that. As I find an inspirational quote, article or video that moves me I will share it here. As a way for me to look back at my journey of spiritual growth, as a way to revisit and relearn life's lessons. And maybe the people that stumble across this blog will learn and grow also.
As I begin this blog I am sitting in my home in Spicer Minnesota with my husband of 17 years. My son is 12 years old and my daughter is 5. A 7th grader and Kindergartner. We have a cat, Leo and Dog, Bob. I am working as the Director of Catering for a beautiful restaurant and event center on the golf course. After 14 years as a real estate agent (more on that another time) I never thought I would become a wedding and event planner. Here I am. On a new journey.
My struggle to find my passion has been really painful for the last 3 years. I have been uninspired and well, sad for quite some time. I keep looking for that one big idea, the one amazing job, that gift from the universe that will provide me with all the joys of life. I keep looking for something outside of me to fill me. To make me whole. To provide me happiness.
I have read over and over again, you create your happiness. Happiness comes from within. Be Still. Enjoy the moment. Smell the roses. Nothing. It all means nothing until you stop searching.
That is finally where I am. I am ready to stop searching. To just Be. To allow what is to be what it.
I have tattooed on my hip Believe. Trust. Let Go.
Here we go Believing. Trusting. Letting Go.
Thank you for joining me as I walk my path to where it is I am going. May we learn many lessons together.
To a Beautiful life,